Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Snowflakes and Sunsets

I think God must detest sameness. At least he has gone to great lengths to avoid it. Every snowflake, every cloud, every flower is unique. He has created and continues to create an endless variety of trees, bugs, sunsets, and beasts. He has created billions of human beings, every one an original. All of nature is an infinite array of individually designed organisms interacting in harmonious praise to its Maker. And humans, created in the very image of their Maker, are given the high privilege of being cocreators with God.

I suspect that one of the results of the fall for humanity was the loss of some of our creativity. Not all of it, of course. We are still quite capable of creating symphonies and paintings and children and other beautiful things. But I think that sin brought with it sameness. Boredom. Monotony. Instead of remaining cocreators with God, we opted for making molds. We began making people in our own image, forcing them into conformity. We traded creativity for cloning. We found that we could accomplish certain ends more efficiently by eliminating faces and personalities and replacing them with numbers and uniforms. Regimentation became our method. We seperated human beings into categories by tasks, colors, intellect, health, age, sex, and cultural definitions of what is beautiful.

Soon bondage and drudgery choked out much of the fun of living. We became isolated from the rich, dynamic interation in which all creation was to participate. We became so accomplished in efficiency that we didn't have time to stop and see the loveliness of snowflakes.

The city. A melting pot. Variety packed together in one place. A collage of humanity. A nightmare to economists. A fright to social engineers. A curse to many.

But the church-- how does it view the city? Church growth experts see the city as a problem because its diversity makes homogeneous grouping difficult to achieve on a large scale. Denominations aren't able to replicate their traditional church models here very well. And keeping alive their traditional church is quite a drain on our resources. The city is making us realize that sameness is a failure.

Maybe, just maybe, God will use the city to remind us that all his unique individual masterpieces clustered together in high rises and housing projects and neighboorhoods bear a reflection of his original design. Perhaps it will be in the city that the church will rediscover the richness of diversity interacting in hard-earned unity.

I wonder why God has selected for our place of final destiny the City of God!

My closing thought: Perhaps God makes each of us differently so that we may not only enjoy his infinite creativity but also learn to love all that He loves.


Thank you Robert Lupton for your incredible insight. I would encourage all of you to read his book "Theirs is the Kingdom: Celebrating the Gospel in Urban America" (If you didn't catch it, this was my inspiration for the blog title!). It will challenge you, change you, and its worth it. It's a short read, just 120 pages. The book is just a bunch of short memories and reflections on Lupton's 18 years of mission work in an inner city.

Preparation time!

Hola!

I made a promise to several people that I would document my time in Los Angeles and keep a running update for everyone praying for and thinking of the incredible ministry that is happening in inner city LA. I want to start this blog out by saying: I am a TERRIBLE blogger. I find myself unmotivated and without words to adequately describe what I am experiencing, so if you come here to check for an update and there isn't one, nag me. I want to be diligent in sharing the stories of how God is moving and I may need some gentle reminders :]

May 25th is getting nearer and nearer. Just 14 more days until I pack up a summer's worth of things and relocate up to California to meet my new roommates/coworkers and start the intensive training for city hosting. There is this overwhelming mixture of excitement and fright as I think about it and I'm not sure which emotion is currently winning. There is so much to prepare for, to pray for, to do. And yet, at the same time, I just have to go. Just go.

As I'm getting ready to experience life in a completely new way, I can't help but feel inadequate. I feel like my heart does not know the depth of compassion that is required for this, that my mind is not fully focused on serving and using this opportunity for unbridled love, that I am so ignorant in the truth of the way my brothers and sisters live down in the inner city. But thats the beauty in this. I have SO MUCH growth ahead of me; God is going to be molding me and forming me into the woman who IS meant to be there. I can't wait to learn from these people-- to get my hands dirty in their lives. I am still in shock that God thinks I can do this. That gives me hope that maybe he will work through me to further His Kingdom somehow. What an incredible blessing. Thank you, beautiful Savior.

I tend to believe that I know God's plan for me, that I can anticipate how he will use me. But I know thats not how it is. I can't even begin to imagine the reality of God's path for me this summer: how he will break my heart, open my eyes, teach me. All I can ask is that in every moment of every day I am taken away from my own reality, my way of life. I want to be fully immersed in experiencing every second of this life; seeing something new around every corner, in every face. I pray that with each day I am brought to my knees so that I can see the purpose in His sacrifice. Maybe by being face down in front of it, eye-level with the base of the wood, I can see how the ground is even at the foot of the cross. These people are not my 'charity cases', but they are my salvation. I pray that my own humanity (pride, superiority complex, possessions) does not subtract from this journey.

In Luke, Christ says "Blessed are the poor, for theirs is the Kingdom of God" (Luke 6:20). It makes me wonder, are my values different than those of God's Kingdom? Is it true that those who are monetarily blessed enter with greater difficulty? I don't necessarily think its the money itself that is our stumbling point, but the mindset that tends to accompany this gift of security. We see ourselves as harder-working, more dedicated, cleaner, more sane, more loved. In a nut shell: we believe ourselves to be better. But Christ says that lesser is greater. It seems to me that the Lord's wisdom is found in lesser cirumstances. Kevin Blue put it great when he said "The Lord himself is found among the poor. The kingdom of God is found in the dirty, grimy, common places of the world. And in his presence, we are all changed."


Thank you for your constant prayer and spiritual support. I'll be keeping you guys updated!


Blessings,
Em